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What you want is not here

Thursday, November 30, 2017 Day 114

In fact, it is all the same, whether here or there, now or in the future, it is all the same. The only difference is how you treat the time that must pass.

This is a story about travel, working holiday and family.

Later, due to Grandpa’s health, I returned to Taiwan after less than four months. I am glad that I came back so that I could participate in his last days when he turned back into a curled-up baby.

We completed the funeral in January of this year, and I still think of him often.

Running and swimming are probably the only things I know for sure that I can complete and that are good for me. Other things have risks and involve comparisons, but not running or swimming. I only compare myself to see which day my breathing is smoother or which time I feel relaxed while swimming. That's all.

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無盡閃亮的哀愁 The Boy Mermaid

 

一個流連在三溫暖的過氣童星,跟一個走上陸地的人魚,一個存在於現實、一個存在於夢境,當他們彼此交錯便難分虛實。

檯面上的沮喪帶來檯面下的狂放,然而不論是瘋狂地追求性、或飢渴地尋找愛,追根究柢總因為兩字「寂寞」,這是一段了解愛的旅程,終點在哪裡沒有人知道,只能在一個個中繼站歇息,也許繼續走也許就停留,又或是遙望那遙遠遙遠的起點,眼神閃著往日光,嘴裡嘆著氣。

當他唱著歌,在舞台上閃耀,誰能看見無盡閃亮背後的哀愁?

他是林士豪,他是The Boy Mermaid。

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Me and my father in the closet

Before going out, shirt or hoodie? Casual or formal? Before meeting someone, safe or scary? Issey Miyake or Michael Kors?

I have to go out to meet my father today, but what should I wear? I have 10,000 clothes, but I can't find the most foolproof one.

What does this word, this relationship, represent?

Eight years after my father disappeared, he reappeared. After this meeting, he will leave forever. Does he love me? Do I make him proud? Who is he?

I locked myself in my closet, I locked myself in my little room, I locked myself in an unsolvable fashion problem.

Is it possible to find a piece of clothing in the world that will never go out of fashion?

This is a story about my closet, a story about me and my father, a story that I have kept in my heart for a long time and I really want to share.

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Hey, I have to go back! I'll call you when I get there.

A delivery experience; the courier Xiao Longnv leads the audience through each starting point and destination.

The package contains floating questions and answers, and when she must quickly and carefully deliver what others need, can she feel satisfied?

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She herself didn't know exactly where she wanted to go back to the most. She only knew that she had to find a way to survive.

Juliet

The hit TV series "Juliet's Cup" is full of climaxes!

This is a story about an actress who takes refuge in a beverage store. In order to avoid being hunted down in reality, she transforms herself into a beverage store clerk.

She viewed her part-time job as a performance. She carefully considered every word she said when ordering food, and practiced the movements of mixing drinks over and over again until she could do it with ease.

In front of her colleagues, she had to pretend that she was an actress to avoid getting into trouble.

As the days passed, the actor suddenly couldn't remember whether he was an actor or a beverage store clerk?

Are those jobs that she has become accustomed to, her performances reaching a state of perfection?

Or is she just a beverage clerk?

She could no longer tell who she was, and maybe she could find the answer if she left here.

But leaving here, reality is still waiting for her outside.

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Get Ready With Grace Grace

 

Grace的副業是當一個內在與外在兼具的youtuber。

在她策劃的《我好揪節》成功落幕後,其迴響卻沒有為她帶來更多的人氣,追蹤訂閱人數始終停擺在3位數。

為了出奇制勝,她開始在頻道上跳舞聊新聞!

然而成效卻如一瓶百元化妝水,擦了等於沒擦。

直到出現一個神秘廠商的業配邀約,鉅額的酬勞讓Grace決定藉著這次機會,做為她Youtube生涯的最後拼搏。

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